Just Crazy

I've just gone through a few months of craziness and no matter how you define it, it is still crazy. What with the passing of two love ones last February and that was one crazy episode.

Times like these, I would typically long for the return of normalcy. Tonight, however, I sit here exhausted. Both physically and mentally, but I'm cool. Despite this sense of being completely spent, I know I have no desire to have things fully return to their previous state. I've already encountered many moments of truth in the past few months and especially the past few weeks.

Sometimes life gets crazy. Other times, its gets really fucking crazy. I've experienced crazy in many forms and the annoying part is, I feel so sure I'm going to continue down this winding path of weird and wild events.

I think I might be one of those people for whom life is destined to be a super crazy ride. I guess I'll just have to learn to enjoy the scenery.

Good night.