Pening

I have only this to say - What a day!

I was blindsided by a fucking headache this morning. I don't know but it could be the 7 big cats and 3 Trios I had last night. Could be. And I pretty much hid in the dark until this afternoon while I tried to convince the bastard with the icepick behind my eye to give me a fucking break.

Everything had an aura around it and light was the enemy. I know how vampires feel when I get like this.

And as I am reminded of every time I have a throbbing headache, I have to say that there is nothing like fucking agony to make you appreciate the wonderfulness in feeling normal.

Like right now. Normal is fantastic. Fucking wonderful in fact.

I am nearly delirious to be sitting here downing my second big cats and feeling ever so everyday and completely and totally ho fucking hum average.

Peace!

The Candle

Were there times when you just didn't want to be seen or to be followed? And all you wanted to do was to fucking disappear quickly and quietly without any drama and all that shit?

And you wanted as much time in the darkness as you possibly could because you know the dark provided cover...

a place to hide...

and most of all, that it provided comfort.

I do sometimes and then I listen to this shit and I feel complete.