Not Enough

I fight, I lay, I strain and I struggle,
The shit just come and my pain it doubles,
The days, months, seconds, minutes and hours go by,
You mess with my life and you take all my powers.

I feel no pain and I show no emotion,
I absorb it and take it,
until it’s too late.
I can feel it now, it hits so fast and hard.
Can’t think,
Can’t fucking breathe,
I want to, but can’t leave.
Can’t help, can’t love, can’t even rest.

All I’m doing is sinking further and further,
I’m in way too deep...
I’m searching and looking for my break in this world,
This stuff is too heavy, and way more than I can hold.

What? So now it’s my fault?
And I sit in regret,
I gave and I promised.

How could you choose to forget?
I may say that I’m fine and walk away smiling,

But if you’d really look at me you’d see that inside I’m dying.
It’s never enough, anything I do,
Never enough!
At least not for you.