No Shame

I'm a free spirit that has been shot down and wronged.
I pleaded for help...a kind gentle mercy...
My heart felt like it rose up to my throat as you choked the life from me.

I cried with pain...can barely speak your name.
Throat swelling,
...burning like a flame,
This fire...this burning,
I'm yearning for help.

This is all I have ever felt...
My life as its slipping.
Veins running cold...
My blood as its churning its last...
My lungs choking for air breathing heavy...

And nobody there to hold me...
Or watch as I fall to my knees,
In a last try to be set free, I'm abandoning all of me.
Because there is nothing left
Why can't I ever just see?

As the rain falls it sucks the life from me...
My one joy to hear and feel the rain and it consumes me.
And this ending pain...
There is no more shame...