Strong People

I have a few friends and family members who've been through a lot of bullshit in their lives. Cancer stricken kids, financial ruin and all sorts of other shit. And what is amazing is that they are still able to wake up every morning all fine. Having known these people for a long time, I know for sure it isn't denial.

I know denial.

Everyday they were smiling, as if nothing was wrong. I also realise that deep inside, it wasn't the same picture. An that there is pain. But still they smile.

I find these types of people highly inspiring. Their strength is undeniably commendable. If I were to go through a tremendous amount of pain, I’ll think of these people so that I can smile too.

Its good to keep strong people around.

But right now, there's these bills in front of me and I just dont fucking know what to do with them. Not that I don't know. I actually do. Apart from throwing them in the bin, I do know that I need to chalk out a couple of big moolah to fix this. There's also these two letters of demand.

Ahhhh, fuck it.