The D in Dee Minus
I just finished reading the newspaper and I kind of hate myself right now. There's just really nothing good to read in there.
Okay, maybe hate isn't quite the right word. That shit implies a violent emotion, one which desires to destroy or hurt the object of hatred. It's more like a frustration and despair. And I definitely feel like the fucking D in dee minus.
Why?
Well, fucking because I have ideas about who and what I should be, and should be doing, and I'm not those people and I'm not doing those things. Or anything remotely close.
Like I'm not a wildly successful entrepreneur for fucking green technologies and I'm not a world changing activist who inspires millions to take up arms against our destructive system and plant gardens. I'm also not a spiritual bad ass who gives up everything to find a perfect master and totally trusts in the God with a big G. I'm certainly not a normal bad ass who devotes himself to some mastery and uses it to better the fucking country.
These are things that I'm fucking not.
And fuck all, I think they are better, more important jobs than mine.
And for fucking crying out loud, why can't I strike that 6/58 already?
Okay, maybe hate isn't quite the right word. That shit implies a violent emotion, one which desires to destroy or hurt the object of hatred. It's more like a frustration and despair. And I definitely feel like the fucking D in dee minus.
Why?
Well, fucking because I have ideas about who and what I should be, and should be doing, and I'm not those people and I'm not doing those things. Or anything remotely close.
Like I'm not a wildly successful entrepreneur for fucking green technologies and I'm not a world changing activist who inspires millions to take up arms against our destructive system and plant gardens. I'm also not a spiritual bad ass who gives up everything to find a perfect master and totally trusts in the God with a big G. I'm certainly not a normal bad ass who devotes himself to some mastery and uses it to better the fucking country.
These are things that I'm fucking not.
And fuck all, I think they are better, more important jobs than mine.
And for fucking crying out loud, why can't I strike that 6/58 already?
posted by Demented | Friday, July 09, 2010
4 Comments:
Why not f in eff minus?
Anon
anon : just because.
Because you don't bloody buy 6/58, that's why.
ps. do you think Ah Liong can give us beer credits kah?
langkau : i dont think ah liong is that kind. besides, he is poochow and not iban like peter from ruai.
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