Sunday Zen

I didn't do church today because the church decided to do the church thing over at a beach resort. Just for today. Even the church needs to sort of get away to chill, they said. I didn't get the idea so I didn't go. The resort is just too far away and its a bitch to drive especially now that its raining.

Its still Sunday and its all lazy and easy like that Lionel Ritchie song and I feel empty. Inside. I feel like fucking boredom creeping slowly behind me and about to jump.

And so I turned on the TV and this Indian dude was talking about enlightenment. And theres this other dude with a good beard who said something about meditation to realize God and that I'd be so blissed out and successful in action if I did all that shit. I'm not about to say he's got it all wrong and all. Whatever rocks your world, my man. In the background a few dudes were assuming the lotus pose and humming some zen shit. And I feel like shit.

And I'm like what da fuck is up with me?

I think I need to sleep this shit off.